I'm dying from Lung Cancer

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deadip

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my time left here on Earth amongst you living is in a few Months, 6 Months if lucky. It could be as soon as a month, two months, three or more months.
I'm dying from Stage 4 Non Small Cell Lung Cancer. There is only a 10% Survival Rate with the Lung Cancer I caught.

It's been nice knowing you all, whether we agreed or disagreed.

@ Batman
Thanks for what you have done for me. I'm going to continue my Contributions as long as I can. When you see no activity for several months, you will know I'm dead.

@ Will E Worm
I hope there is no bad feelings between us. I know , I have given you a pretty hard time with some of the things you Posted here. I hope I'm forgiven as I have no ill feelings towards you.
 
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Damn, I feel really bad about this. I want to thank you for all your input, contributions and effort, and hope you can look back at it with pleasure.

By chance, I have moved a large part of the websites info listed in the Model Info Boxes setup by you to the Website boxes, yesterday. I was surprised by the amount of different websites you have put in there; about 1000 different sites when just looking at the website domains alone (independent of the models). The number of website entries of all models summed, is even larger. I can only thank you for that, and won't forget what you have done deadip.

It has been nice knowing you too.
 
Batman said:
Damn, I feel really bad about this. I want to thank you for all your input, contributions and effort, and hope you can look back at it with pleasure.

By chance, I have moved a large part of the websites info listed in the Model Info Boxes setup by you to the Website boxes, yesterday. I was surprised by the amount of different websites you have put in there; about 1000 different sites when just looking at the website domains alone (independent of the models). The number of website entries of all models summed, is even larger. I can only thank you for that, and won't forget what you have done deadip.

It has been nice knowing you too.
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I had fun doing this, Batman. I hope I made your Model Index even better. You still have a ways to go to catch up with EuroBabeIndex and thenude.eu. I wish I could still help you catch up to them. I was only doing Models, that appeared on Nubiles.net. Just think what it could have been like if I could have been able to do any Model.

Alot of the Models from Russia and Ukraine can be found on these Networks or Sites.
Teen Mega World Network -26 Sites and counting
Lovely Teen Movs
My 18 Teens and My Teen Video
Teen Core Club Network -18 Sites

I think adding these Networks and Sites to your database or however you do what you do would benefit you alot.
 
Good to hear that you had fun doing it. You made indexxx better with all your help, I hope it will get the status of EBI and TheNude :)

Those Russian/Ukraine 18+ teen porn sites is an area that can be covered more at indexxx. I'll see if I can get in contact with them.
 
deadip said:
my time left here on Earth amongst you living is in a few Months, 6 Months if lucky. It could be as soon as a month, two months, three or more months.
I'm dying from Stage 4 Non Small Cell Lung Cancer. There is only a 10% Survival Rate with the Lung Cancer I caught.

It's been nice knowing you all, whether we agreed or disagreed.
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It's weird to see these kinds of posts in a porn forum, but, I'm afraid this is not a joke. This is so sad...

However low the odds are, somebody will get into that 10%, so why not you, deadip? Here's wishing you to beat the odds and sneak into that 10%, keep the hope alive.
 
yuriyandropov said:
It's weird to see these kinds of posts in a porn forum, but, I'm afraid this is not a joke. This is so sad...

However low the odds are, somebody will get into that 10%, so why not you, deadip? Here's wishing you to beat the odds and sneak into that 10%, keep the hope alive.
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I agree, that it's weird to see what I posted here, yuri, in a Porn Forum. But I would like to think, that I have made friends here, especially with the Adminstration and a few of the users of this Site. I made a lot of Contributions here and I suppose have the largest number of Posts here right now as well. I hope I'll beat this Lung Cancer and be part of that 10% Survival Rate. But if it doesn't happen that way, at least, I did my part to let the Administration and the friends I have made here know, what is happening to me and/or what has happened to me.
 
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Will E Worm said:
I have no ill feelings toward you either. ;)

I hope you pull through. It has happened before , best of luck.
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Thanks Will E Worm. I have been pretty hard on you in some of my responses to things you have posted here. I'm pretty sure, we still feel our reasoning on things haven't changed between us. I guess, it's time for me to come to the terms of that "we agree to disagree". We both fight for what we believe in. So, I think you know me best, that I'm a fighter in the non-physical manner. Physically, I'm a stomach full of butterflies so much that I become physically ill, when a fight comes to throwing actual punches. Then I'm a lover NOT a fighter. I have always been that way. I'm fighting 2 diseases ... Heart Disease and now Lung Cancer. As a matter of fact, 17 Dec. 2010 I suffered my second Heart Attack. I assure you, I will fight these 2 diseases to the bitter end, one way or the other. Thanks for letting me make my Peace with you just in case I'm unsuccessful in my fight. You don't know how much better that makes me feel.
 
deadip said:
I agree, that it's weird to see what I posted here, yuri, in a Porn Forum. But I would like to think, that I have made friends here, especially with the Adminstration and a few of the users of this Site. I made a lot of Contributions here and I suppose have the largest number of Posts here right now as well. I hope I'll beat this Lung Cancer and be part of that 10% Survival Rate. But if it doesn't happen that way, at least, I did my part to let the Administration and the friends I have made here know, what is happening to me and/or what has happened to me.
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You're correct, stats show that you are top poster #1, you have the highest number of posts :)

Thanks also about letting us know about your health situation. It's hard to read/hear, but I also think that's the best thing to do.
 
I seen a Doctor at Mason City, Iowa's Mercy Hospital Cancer Center today and may have some good news to report. Previously, I was told by my family doctor here in my hometown, that I may have 6 months to live, if lucky. That there was significant growth to the Lung Cancer Tumor in my right lung. Well, my family doctor was looking at a Chest X-Ray and NOT a CT Scan, when she came to that conclusion. The CT Scan I had taken exactly a week ago shows spots of black in it and NOT one solid color, which means the black spots was oxygen in my lung, whereas one solid color would show as a MASS or Tumor.

Right now, there is too much scar tissue and fluid left by the Radiation and Chemo Treatments I went through this past Spring 2010, in and on my right lung to be able to see, if there is even a Cancer Tumor left inside my Right Lung.

I'm now on massive dosages of Antibiotics and Steroids to get rid of the scar tissue left by the Radiation and Chemo, so that my current Cancer Doctor can see into my Right Lung to see, if there is any Tumor left. If so, I'll have to go through another Lung Biopsy to see, if it's still the Lung Cancer I was being treated for.

So, in conclusion, I may be around for a few more years. Also learned that I'm at Stage 3 NOT Stage 4. Stage 4 is where the Cancer has spread outside of the Chest Cavity, where it goes into the skeleton of your body such as the bones, liver, and other organs in the body. Stage 3 means the Cancer is still confined to the Chest Cavity and has NOT spread anywhere else as yet.

I'm just glad I'm getting more straight answers as to how really bad my Lung Cancer really is, than what I was being given from the U.S. Government's Veterans Administration Hospital in Des Moines, Iowa. It also only goes to prove, that I'm a fighter, when it comes to living a longer life here on Earth and with all of my friends here on Model IndeXXX.

It also goes to prove, that seeking another doctor's Opinion isn't such a bad idea, either. I'm NOT done doing that, either. I'm also plan on seeing the Cancer Doctors at the Famous Mayo Clinic in Rochester, Minnesota. I've been told, if the Doctors at the Famous Mayo Clinic can't help you, then there is nobody that can help you.
 
That's very good news deadip!! :)
When do you expect that the scar tissue is gone?

The Mayo Clinic is well known, I have bookmarked some pages of them in the past for personal interest, even though I have never been in there.
 
Batman said:
That's very good news deadip!! :)
When do you expect that the scar tissue is gone?

The Mayo Clinic is well known, I have bookmarked some pages of them in the past for personal interest, even though I have never been in there.
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The doctor would like to get the Scar Tissue cleared up in a couple of weeks. I'm sure the doctor will prescribe more medication for me to take, if the Scar Tissue isn't gone by then.
So, do you live in the United States, Batman???
 
deadip said:
The doctor would like to get the Scar Tissue cleared up in a couple of weeks. I'm sure the doctor will prescribe more medication for me to take, if the Scar Tissue isn't gone by then.
So, do you live in the United States, Batman???
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I live in Europe, but the Mayo Clinic has some nice medical info on their website, so I hit the website a number of times when searching for medical info.
 
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